tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6671698633085188281.post542815688167786031..comments2023-10-30T10:26:28.230-05:00Comments on Just Praise Him: LightJust Praise Himhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05656377662821776009noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6671698633085188281.post-19901347113302126522015-12-06T08:26:39.357-06:002015-12-06T08:26:39.357-06:00Jesus, You are more than enough. Jesus, You are more than enough. Cathyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12947071373215850323noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6671698633085188281.post-79916387680625383862015-12-05T20:52:41.803-06:002015-12-05T20:52:41.803-06:00Thank you for posting this...it makes me very happ...Thank you for posting this...it makes me very happy. I spend too much time in the dark. I was reading my old journal from this summer and was saddened that I only allowed 10% of the light into my life. I doubted the power and purity of love. Then last night God had been trying to teach me about the purity and healing power of touch. But instead I went into my I'm worthless and I doubt you mentality. I picked up a lie that is familiar to me... I haven't been under such a heavy attack against my body/worth since I was a young girl. I opened the worst demonic door... Just because I didn't want to listen. I get very sensitive when God talks to me about sensitive topics like this..and sometimes I shut God out.<br /><br />I know his timing is perfect...and he wouldn't work on anything I'm not ready to hear. He already explainednthe timing/reasoning to me...It's just that I am having trouble trusting that he loves me. I know he does...but through my life and through showing that love daily...that's what I have to keep quoting jeremiah 29:11 for. I couldn't sleep last night because my mind and body were feeling so violated/worthless. I don't know why it's so easy for me to claim the promises for others but then I'm so hard on myself.<br /><br />God showed me I was also dealing with a spirit of self-sufficiency which is a religious spirit-doctrine in Mormonism. It's got a strong hold on me...and last time it made a scene was when I was fasting. So I'm learning about how I cannot do anything apart from Christ (love). I've been reading John 15 about how we need to remain on the vine (Jesus-love)/make our home in love. I have to fast and get rid of it for good.<br /><br />The light makes me so happy. He gives me so much hope. I really need light. The darkness is making me feel nauseous. I know that abundant life comes from fully submitting to love. God showed me that I've been letting other people's lack of submission to love influence me. That's what I mean by being in an unhealthy atmosphere. Please pray for me...I feel like I've been on a lifelong battle for purity/light. I feel like the darkness is smothering me sometimes. I don't want to deal with this anymore. I want to stay close to God always. I have been getting closer to him and then I back away because it feels like too good to be true. I just want God to know I'm sorry...and I'm just sharing because I don't want to isolate myself dealing with this.<br /><br />I am praying that others come to know the light and grow closer to that light. It is the only safe place.Ahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08595111160200343698noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6671698633085188281.post-63990210171277720842015-12-05T14:08:48.655-06:002015-12-05T14:08:48.655-06:00Amen.
I received a similar word to post on faceboo...Amen.<br />I received a similar word to post on facebook today.Glory be to the Lord for confirmation nyamebahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16901997989909308350noreply@blogger.com