My people have not aligned
every aspect of their lives to receive My blessings, yet they complain to Me
they are not blessed enough.
My children, you must be
ready to receive – your life, your actions, and words – your heart, must show
Me you are ready, or no blessing, and certainly no promotion, can come.
Examine your lives, and
your walk. Look closely at your heart for the reasons you have not yet received
all I have for you. There is darkness in your life or My power would be flowing
through you, and My blessings would surround you.
Definition of ALIGN from dictionary.com:
1.to arrange in a straight line; adjust according to a line.
3.to bring into cooperation or agreement with a particular group, party, cause, etc.:
He aligned himself with the liberals.
4.to adjust (two or more components of an electronic circuit) to improve the response over a frequency band, as to align the tuned circuits of a radio receiver for proper tracking throughout its frequency range, or a television receiver for appropriate wide-band responses.
Deuteronomy 5:33
33 Ye shall walk in all the ways which the Lord
your God hath commanded you, that ye may live, and that it may be well with
you, and that ye may prolong your days in the land which ye shall possess.
Proverbs 3:5-7
5 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and
lean not unto thine own understanding.
6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall
direct thy paths.
7 Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the Lord,
and depart from evil.
Thank You Glynda for your obedience and faithfulness in giving the words God has given you. Today's prophecy made me sit and take an account of myself to see if there is anything holding back or getting in the way of healing in my body and having my prayers answered. My desire is to walk circumspectly before my Father. I have been sitting here remembering how I felt about my own Dad. He loved me and I loved and revered him, but there was also a good type of fear and reverence of him. I wanted to please him.
ReplyDeleteKeep speaking out Glynda. It brings correction to me. I love all the scriptures you give also.
God Bless You,
Ruth
Thank you for sharing this word. God has been telling me this for several months now...and I still have not got it. I want to come into alignment. I want to be still and know that he is Lord.
ReplyDeleteToday I gave into the darkness and ended up hardening my heart. I am praying for my family...but it's hard to believe I can be separate from the darkness they are in. God showed me to stay away from doubt and unbelief to do something I am trying to do... And to surround myself with faith. Like in the story of the girl Jesus raised from the dead.
The main promise that God has told me to guard is my future marriage and family. Even if I don't bring up the subject. People are so hostile towards this desire within me...I can tell there are demons behind it. This has been going on since I was born...mostly because my parents were not in love... So they had trouble believing in marriage.
Any time I try doing anything in alignment with my calling, like when I helped teach kindergarten...I get backlash from those closest to me. Often what I hear is that I won't get anywhere in life unless i become stronger and focus more on myself. Any time I do anything nurturing or I invest into a relationship... I go under intense attack. If I harden my heart to be more accepted I always get caught up in deep sin...that's how I got caught up in: perversion, the occult, and self-punishment, etc. at a young age. For years I struggled going in and out of deep darkness. I saw evil as an acceptable escape for my emotions and passion. I know it grieves God that I'm having trouble totally trusting him. If more people looked past the flesh into the spiritual... They would see how much their advice and perspective is hurting me.
Because I am very empathetic, these attacks are harder to deal with. I align myself with darkness just to keep people from getting upset. It's like the enemy knows I hate upsetting people (especially family)....and is using my calling against me. Also because I've listened to/thought about these lies since childhood...I often doubt if I am worthy to be a wife/mother. Marriage is not an idol to me...in fact I'm almost embarrassed to admit to myself or God that it's a desire in my heart.
I've often said I would stay unmarried and be something like a lawyer or a missionary. Just as a way to avoid how i feel. I know I need to start walking/talking/acting different... But I'm nervous about being more sensitive... It makes me feel vulnerable...especially since it brings attacks against me.
I know a curse without a cause can't land on me....but I keep giving the curses a cause by agreeing with them. I am fasting, praying, and studying the word. God showed me that I am trying to get to him through works...and he already loves/sees me. Please pray for me to get past this hindrance so I can align with God. I know I am supposed to be fruitful in all areas of my life. I think this is my main hindrance. I asked God how I was going to get breakthrough and what was the purpose for all this struggle...and the answer is that he wants to soften my heart. :/ people are teasing me about being unproductive and moody...but that's just because I'm not operating in my anointing.
I feel like God just wants to break me down. I know that's not what he's doing...but that's what it feels like. I want to draw close to God and I want his will to be done. I want the walls to come down as soon as possible...even if it makes me nervous. I want to have peace about it. I know nothing can hurt me because God will guard me. I am embarassed to ask for prayer...but I know God wants me to overcome this. This whole situation embarasses me...because my sensitive heart embarasses me. If i just learn to be at peace with who God created me to be...everything will be better. He has been trying to help me for months...and my heart needs to change.
I was under attack while writing this. I don't know why...but I feel like the enemy just does not want me to get help with this.
I understand. I am broken too. I feel isolated in my brokenness. It is really shame that isolates me and keeps me from friendships. Toxic shame. It's bad thing to do to a person. I forgive the people who raised me, but it is a life long battle to try and overcome. Sometimes, it is hard for me to accept and believe that God sees me as acceptable. I see the evidence of a loving and very merciful God all around me. I cannot deny that God is a loving Father. Then, I feel shame for not being more whole than I am. So, I get what your saying! I need to work on practicing gratitude today. I was doing well and then had a set back. Sometimes its hard to get back on track emotionally and mentally with the right positive thoughts. I guess that is why we are called to overcome and endure.
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