Many of My children say I am first in their hearts and lives and yet I am not.
I am not first in your time. I am not first in your finances. I am not first in who you love. So how am I first? My children, you have been deceived by the enemy of your souls – I am not first at all.
I am not first and you are not ready to come home to Me. I desire you would examine your hearts and repent before Me of every person, place and thing you have put ahead of Me and My will for you.
Then we can begin again. (meaning you will love Him as before)
Exodus 20:3 KJV
Thou shalt have no other gods before me.